When it Comes so Near….

What can I achieve at the age of 30

When just 30 days are left

Under high pressure to do something great

But getting only hatred from everyone

Very less days left to leave

Without any sign of my existence

24 hours pass so fast

Before I get time to feel it

Now, I want to live every second

And enjoy the creation which is soon to end

Almighty if you please listen to my wish

Give me courage to tolerate this pressure

Make me able in this life

That I can at least prove myself

Shower some peace

That I can leave peacefully

We will Meet Again!!

You were the hope once

In you laid my happiness

Couldn’t leave you ever

Even after walking the aisle

With someone else

Kept your thoughts alive

To finish the span of this life

And meet you again

 But all hopes shattered now

You even snatched my thoughts

By marrying someone else

Every thought about you

Shows you with other person

And crushes my dreams forever

How to life this long life?

All sources of happiness gone

Still, I would wait for you

To meet me in other world

Where love is the uppermost

And lovers always praised

This life will be an effort

To achieve you, my love

This will not go in vain

As we would meet forever!

Missing You

Missing you a lot today

Those words buzzing again

Taking me back in the past

When life was so beautiful

I had someone so caring

There seems to be a big void

Happiness laughs at me

People making fun of me

Even death seems to be angry

Forces me to live and cry

Craving for a friend like you

Who could give the same space

And always remain by my side

Who could understand me

And give supporting hands.

Dreaming the Past

Sometimes that past overpowers

Takes me back in those memories

Those lovely days and that face

Enjoying every flying moment

While the time passed by

Wanted to hold those moments

But grabbed so tight

That it slipped away angrily

Want to go back in that phase

When I wished life to stop

And give me time to mesmerize

Whenever that past hovers around

I love to close my eyes

And live in that dream world for a while

A Beggar's World

I am sorry, my baby!

Still feel welcomed

On this partial earth

A separate world for you

But same as myself

People of this world call

To which both belong

You and your mother

Simply a beggar's world.

No special protection

No lullabies for you

Only an impatient wait

For you to turn four

Thus being able to hold

If only a thrown container

To beg for your belly

Please forgive me, baby!

A mother welcomes you.

Was She Over-Ambitious?

She craved for an identity

Shared by none.

Wanted to die when

Known by thousands.

She wanted to work

To have self respect.

Wanted to earn

To avoid dependence.

She wanted to marry

The one who loved.

Never wanted

Any third in between.

None of these fulfilled

she sees her wings cut.

Her dreams bleeding

And the life shattered.

Very simple dreams

Would have hurt none.

But disaster fell upon

She couldn’t acquire one.

The Broken Wings

Running away from the self

Leaving the own past behind.

Trying to be lost in the world

If this soul could ever hide.

Brush up with similar beings

Enlivens the broken wings.

Trying to crush them futher

Forget if they even existed.

Dreams once the soul of life

Pinch on mere remembrance.

So difficult to separate them

Where lied the soul of this life.

A Victim of Beauty

Born with affluence

Wearing rich woman's crown

Shelly entered this world

Unaware of the consequences

Love of godly parents

Affection of a doting brother

She stepped on the edge of youth

Shelly, a miss universe aspirant

Innocence crushed by society

Crimpled by the terror

Chastity being devoured

Left alone, calling her deity

What was her fault?

If god gave her immense beauty

A heavenly gift on earth

Whom man made his assault

Indelible Marks

Unforgettable words will be

Moments shared be memorable

Struggling much to erase

But marks are indelible

Thought this case be first

Knew happened with everyone

Necessary to teach us

Sweet but bitter lesson

Passage of time fades it

And a single sight enlightens

How to dim that mark?

When each moment brightens.

Thanks, My Cheat

Won't ever live without you

Now a past thought and event.

Your real face shown

Makes me forget every moment.

Fantastic was your love

Much persuasive to doubt.

But lie doesn't continue

Your own words shout.

Comforting was your company

Gave my life new light.

For what those promises?

To force me in this plight.

Thanx for your behaviour

Provided me a new sight.

Whether for love or revenge

Revengeful success will give delight.

A Wife Says...

The luckiest on this earth

And happiest in the universe

Mirror bored of her giggles

She always reclining in mirth

The life a beauty deserves

The caring a woman loves

For whom she lays her life

And mistakes she forgives

He is the one, the only man

Makes her moments alive

Makes her say with pride

I am the lucky charm wife.

Marry The One Who Loves You, Not The One Whom You Love

Love is called as the other name of sacrifice but, to some extent the expectations are always attached to it. Sometimes, we miss the true love of our life and choose the artificial cover of emotions which is hollow from inside. Trust me, there is no way to return after you cross one phase of life and the only thing which hovers till the end is the regret. The worst part is that worse than the worst comes out even if you try to go back as the situations completely change by then.

I know the scene described is really hard to imagine before it is experienced but once it falls upon someone, the whole life is ruined. The institution of marriage has lost the importance in the present era but, still at some point of your life you choose someone to settle down.

Experienced people always make a statement of million dollars when they say ‘Marry the one who loves you, not the one whom you love’.  It does not mean that the person whom you love does not love and the other way round but, a dominating side is always there. If we think logically, this statement proves very true in the long run. If you marry the person whom you love, your expectations dominate and in the other way, the other’s feelings dominate. It pinches a lot when the person whom you love hurts you and the person who loved you is ditched by you.

The above discussion is not to confuse anyone but to advise everyone to move ahead in life with a wise discretion. One single decision ruins the life forever. Yes, you can leave the person anytime and try to move ahead but, the thorn always remains. You can settle down with the second one, then the third one and may be the fourth one as well, but the dissatisfaction always increases with every new relation, how much ever you deny. The mere suggestion is to understand the relations and make the biggest decisions with extreme patience and after listening to both the heart and the mind. Love is blind, it is true but, do not get swayed by this blind emotion to the extent that it makes your whole life blind.

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The Torn Gift

Unable to raise the eyes

Or talk to anyone

People blame me

On every single chance

A collection of faults

This body reveals

Was this the gift of god?

The soul argues

Please raise me above

I am left distraught

Soul wants to brighten

The body craves to live

But the pointing fingers

Make me confused

Give me the courage

To live with your gift

Losing all the dreams

Far-far behind

Help me, O almighty!

Just to live ahead

The thought of leaving

Comes and goes

But will my departure

Stop the blames

Unjust Justice

Love gifts with life

Who took mine away?

A dream of heaven

Why threw me into hell?

If faith is the base

What remained in mine?

If purpose is to raise

Why didn't I shine?

Love elevates nature

I became suspicious

A savior for future

I became flirtatious

Love has no reason

Why did I search for?

Love sees no beauty

Why was it seen in me?

Love pacifies mind

Why did I argue?

Love was not love

Why do I argue?

Artificial Glitter

What an age! what a craze!

Making a lot of friends

For winning other's praise

Everyone is phony and fake

Knowing this in our hearts

Befriending just for its sake

Knowing not how to trust

As mistrust our own selves

But shaking hands to adjust

Life's lonely, hearts bitter

All engaged with one's Own

Happy with artificial glitter

Need someone beside to stand

Join groups searching for one

If this could all understand

Three Things

Three things in life always matter

Time, words and opportunity

Once gone will never come back

And you are badly shattered

Three things in life always matter

Love, confidence and friends

The most valuable for everyone

If gone, you are sure to fall

Three things in life always matter

Dreams, success and fortune

Everyone runs after these three

But none of them certain

Three things in life always matter

Work, sincerity and commitment

Everyone needs to always follow 

As they make man or woman

Three things in life always matter

Alcohol, pride and anger

Dangerous, if not handled properly

Destroys man or woman

Three things in life always matter

Respect, trust and friendship

The most precious human beings 

As once lost, hard to build up

My Man

Handsome than the man

I saw in my dreams

Smarter than the structure

That covered my imaginations

Loving than love itself

Protection of mother's lap

Provider of my unknown rights

Understands my own self

Shows through his actions

Loves more than his life

But my man, an introvert

Can't say through expressions

Thank god! For being kind

Fulfilling dreams of my life

I love you, my man

You deserve to be called divine.

Oh Dear !!

Oh dear! How you were broken

and crushed to pieces.

How u were hurt, my heart!

and succumbed to teases.

Why don't ye imitate the mind

both rational and logical.

You go by emotions and passions

and face suffering of this kind.

Mind understands with the explanation

you go on in your speculations.

Why get so stubborn and obstinate

knowing the broker was not a saint.

Hey!!! Cheer up and don't weep

see how mind shows it's teeth.

Maybe it's also not happy

but why should ever to leap?

Love and Physicality

How can love be permanent

if it's limited to the physical plane.

Where is that spirituality

if inner beauty for disdain.

People fall in love

call it intense and sensuous.

But what after gratification

need change as it's tenacious.

Everyone knows the reality

but that's a dream castle

Not easy to stop ourselves

even if it's the whole hassle

Difficult for hermits on mountains

escaping this lustful desire.

But for common beings

falling in it is certain.

Whats-True, His Love or His Hatre

According to an old saying, a person always says the truth in anger. So, do you remember any recent fight with your husband or boyfriend? Both must have outpoured the feelings which could not have been revealed in good mood. Are those hateful words true which keep buzzing in ears after the patch up and even when you are in his arms? Yes, it really becomes hard to decide which of the aspects are true.

Fights are a common part of a relationship and most of the times, a relationship itself begins with a fight. Though its tough to believe that those hurting words are not from the heart but the love which is showered after should smoothen everything.

In fact, the angry shower should be taken as correction power towards perfection. It applies to both boys and girls as they can suffer the same situation at different levels.However, when those bitter words are not followed by the balm of love, the reason should be easily understood. And to be accurate, sometimes separation is better than external patch up in such cases.

It has become quite common in the recent years that people get married in the sway of instant emotions and then regret through out their lives. Marriage should never be an instant decision, t should be based on the foundation of a lost of positive proven experiments. Once in thousands, there can be seen sudden changes after the marriage but 99% is the victim of false perception.